I started writing on this blog a year and half back on jan 26 2011 i.e our 62nd republic day. I did so for I was overwhelmed with some kind of emotions that day which I felt like sharing with people. I always had such strong feelings or for that matter opinions in many aspects, though not of varied genres during my schooling and I used to express myself through some essays or little poems or something like that. I always made a point to write a journal everyday ( though skipped sometimes) back then. When I go through my old diary or old articles written by me, sometimes I kinda get this uncanny feeling that Oh! Have I thought like that or was I so full of positivity? May be this happens to many but I can't help wondering about how people transform with the passage of time. The less immature I was, the more positivity and aspirations I was preoccupied with, always dreaming to be Someone in future.I regret to realise that I hardly write any poems or articles these days. This fact raises a silly doubt in my mind. Have I stopped feeling for things and reacting to the situations? Funny! but how can that be? No one stops feeling ever. In fact, the more we face in life, the more we feel about different things, lots of prejudices, lots of opinions and lots of thoughts see their way through our heads. Why then did I stop expressing my views in written form? With some speculation and deliberation I found out some possible reasons. May be I am getting carried away by the daily chores and chaos that I just don't linger to give a thought to what I feel about specific things and make sure to emphasize them.May be, my mind is cluttered with a lot of unnecessary stuff that obscures my instincts of motivation and inspiration in life.May be I have grown up to realise that too much of optimism doesn't make much sense, for the world is the way it is. No matter whatever the reason is I loved the way I was earlier for I feel that the distinct thoughts and principles of mine define what I am. I need to make sure of the way I feel about things and bring out the motivation in me not only to let others know me but to reassure myself about the path I choose and the thoughts I frame which of course guide my actions. My introspection substantiates that it is we who could direct the way we live and everywhere we have a choice to make our life either passive or ebullient. Its lies within us, the will to let go astray all the passivity that impedes us to be dynamic. Hence, folks I choose to start afresh and do what I love to do and be what I want to be and leave the regrets of not having done what I wish to or long to do. I may sound boring all through yet I intend to get rid of my boredom through this post. Thank you guys if you were able to put up with me till the end of this post. Here, I couldn't stop mentioning one line which have read in a blog "Be the purple cow" WHY BE GOOD WHEN YOU CAN BE AWESOME." This somehow motivated me to stimulate my attitude.
